I Won't Show You
I don't know why it happens but, my smile wont stay.
I could laugh but then the pain is brought right back.
And now the sadness wont go away.
My heart use to have the greatest firewall that you couldn't hack.
One day I let someone in and my whole life changed.
I let myself fall into love and it was never me to do that.
Heartless was my way, and since then I haven't been the same.
I'm different now and theres times I really wanna go back.
I went through the bullshit and games but I got over it.
Until I let someone else in this shit feels like a game.
But I promise whatever I go through I will have no regrets.
Whoever plays those dumb games should be brought to shame.
You'll never kill me, Believe me I'll keep going.
Mami taught me to be strong in the worst of times.
I'm always hurting but you wont know since Its barely showing.
I'll keep quiet, I won't ever tell you how to love me.
If you love me you should already know how to.
Whatever happens now is what it will be.
I wont be a fool and tell you what you need to do.
Extreme privacy, rejection and no love can push someone away.
When you figure out how to love me, it might be a little too late.
Never take love for granted if you love someone act on it today.
If you dont figure it out, then just expect my love to escape.
I love you but I don't think you feel it back.
If you dont do your part in love then someone else gladly will.
True feelings are the main ingredient in Love & that's what you lack.
I dont want to be the one to make all the moves.
You dont care about me that much.
This is why I believe our love is just gonna lose.
I'll never hate you tho, I just wish you good luck.
One day we could be friends, without feelings.
So I guess I'll be waiting for you to come to me without any games.
Who am I kidding? I might be dreaming?
Waiting patiently for a change that I'm hoping to see...
Posted on Dec 07 2009 by Spazz. Posted in the Poems
Suicide Over A Guy
He cheats, he lies and he makes u cry.
And now you just wanna end your life.
You stay up late at night asking yourself why?
You sit at home and you go crazy.
Does he still care about me? hm..Maybe.
Keep your mind off it don't stress.
Please don't do suicide over a guy.
These are the feelings ppl warn you not to catch
I know you feel like an angel that just fell from the sky
you feel like your wings are broken like you cant fly.
I can help u fly but you need to help me.
Im begging you dont do suicide over a guy please.
What happen to my friend?..I'll never know.
She fell in love with the wrong person
But I know she'll find someone, though.
I just dont want my friend to be hurtin'.
She telling me this is her last good-bye.
Truth is Her only happiness comes from pills..
Come on, Dont leave me, plz dont make me cry.
She wasnt the type to fall in love, pft never that.
Dancing, drinking, smoking but it wasnt enough.
Partying was her life, & drinking was her pride.
She fell in love, he fell out, now she just cant hold up.
Im telling you again dont do suicide over a guy.
Open your eyes plz dont make a huge mistake.
But She doesnt care cause she feel dead inside.
Things in life happen for a reason so we learn from them.
You gotta stand strong people go through worse
Suicide is a huge sin this is what He will condemn.
You just need God in your life.
You fall in and out of love in life. Dont let it beat you.
Until you fall in love with the right one.
I hope one day that you choose right.
So Please dont let this defeat you.
What you're going thru now is normal its life.
its gonna hurt for a while then you'll get by.
You'll realize soon these tears aint worth to cry.
Till then please dont cry dont do suicide over a guy.
Posted on Dec 07 2009 by Spazz. Posted in the Poems
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